My self-summary
This is long as fuck! Challenge: read my whole page XD. Do you accept?
*Ahem* Welcome to Macey’s profile! (mah nickname) warning! crazy/weirdness ahead. Turn back now or let your curiosity take the best of you! And boy, is it a looonng profile. Don’t go tellin' me you read it when I know you haven't! C'mon...continue...it gets interesting =P. If you don't like to read you might as well skip me and continue down ur match list! (Lovely ladies: feel free to skip down to #2 on things I'm willing to admit (but still read the rest) if ur confused lol. I know, srry abt all the scrolling!)
If you read this and are like O.O wtf. I can’t say I didn't warn you =P. Yes, I use a lot of internet speak and spell things my own way. If it bothers you, then stop reading pl0x =P. I write this way because I want to, not because I'm illiterate. Also because it’s the fucking internet, not an essay, you grammar Nazis. I also cus/swear a bit, but I try not to overdo it; then it just becomes meaningless. Oh and feel free to ask questions abt anything that might sound confusing. Now lets go watch the tourettes guy PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS lmao XD
Actually, the reason why my profile is so long is because I'm very serious abt love and finding the right person and so you can get to know me well, other than just a couple of sentences. Also because I have gotten to know myself well over the years and I want to be very open. So I want to be very specific, in hopes of that special person reading it. Also for my own references (actually that's the main reason lol) and because I would like to actually get to know people and would like them to do the same and see who gives a damn.
I'm also looking for friends. Platonic relationships, or maybe pirate ships :p. But keep reading to meet an amazing person/future friend. Send me a message if you want to be part of my life/want me to be part of yours!
Well hi lol! Now hmm what to write here? >.> I'm looking for someone who can accept me for who I am and will be like a best friend, but more. I'm like a kid at heart. I'm a weirdo and prowd of it. And prowd to spell prowd with a w! I like to be real with people and to myself.
If you're looking for anything sexual, just stop reading and find someone else. I'm done with this bs.
I'm honestly considering becoming celibate/not having sex anymore until im married. and for the record, I'm NOT into bdsm, dd/lg, etc. aint nobody gonna be in control of me, but me.
I feel that I am: Grey Asexual - I’m only sexually attracted under specific circumstances.
Panromantic - Doesn’t matter the gender/sex. but i do lean towards more non masculine people.
Genderfluid/polygender/androgyne - most of the time i'm in a "girl" mind set, (actually now that i think abt this wat does it even mean to be in a girl mind set?) but i say this only because when i am Mikey, he identifies as a boy/sort of masculine, but androgynous. and the Pido is a shemale soooo yea :P
http://gender.wikia.com/wiki/Gender_Wiki
~ love is friendship set on fire ~
Let’s see, I like to draw. I wouldn't consider myself anime/manga obsessed but I do like it (Ok that's an understatement >.> otaku attack!!! XD). I haven't actually seen many, but I have a huge collection of pic’s on my computer. It’s like I do more picture research than actually watching them! I suppose that is because I love the art style. I’ve read a few manga's. I love!!! Absolute Boyfriend it reminds me of my life so much. Alice Academy <3 And Lucky Star is awesomeee!! I want to get my own Deathnote, not because i want to kill ppl lol just because it would be awesome.
I love toys, dolls, stuffed animals, cute/kawaii stuff, decor, steampunk, etc. I love to dress up in crazy costumes. I love designing just about anything. Candy! I love my computer! And I enjoy electronics in general. I love playing games. I enjoy every console I get the chance to experience, but I am more familiar with a PlayStation controller (I own a PS2, PS3, & PSP). I love to learn. I love listening to soft/slow music while in the car at night. I think that would be a wonderful romantic evening. Did I mention I'm random lol?
I’ve actually grown very cold over the past year or so. Too much bs in such little time. It’s like a switch in my brain has just turned off. I sorta don’t feel like myself anymore, but I guess I’m just not used to it. I used to be very emotional, (i still am) I would cry very easily. Now it takes me a while to work up a tear sometimes. But I do still have my random cry times too. I appreciate those. I like to be in touch with my emotions, and it takes a strong person to do so. “Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign that you have been strong for too long.”
(sorry, no offense to anyone here but I need to get this out there!!) I DO NOT want guys twice as old as me trying to talk to me (in a romantic/sexual way). >.< So if your like 35+ forget it! Don't do the creep. But I could be your friend. Friends onlyyyyyyy. Same with anyone who ummm, how can I put this nicely? Doesn’t take care of themselves. As in: Bathing, reallllly bad weight, is on really bad drugs and sht, ect. friends onlyyyyy!! and probably only online.
I'm not a fan of: uber hairy guys lol, manly muscle macho men. lmao M.M.M.M., trashy...ummm yea lol. Sorry if I offend you, I'm not trying to be mean or be an ass. thats just not my cup of tea. I have an eye for certain things and who I wanna be with. I guess that comes with my inner artist, but I mean I think a lot of ppl tend to also. Then they wind up settling... which I’m trying not to do!! >.< If I scare you off then I'm sorry, that's just me. I guess it wasn't meant to be. Even if you are anyone of those things, you're still an amazing person. Just not meant for me.
Also I realized, I guess I do have alot of "baggage". If i moved i would have alot too lol. but, I'm complicated n so is my life =/. which tends to suck. anywayssss...
I am crazy-weirdy, unique-spunky, and cutey-wooty (lol, why did they that part out at the top >.<)
and wtf the personality traits they give don't describe me at all! Unless I answered questions wrong cuz I misunderstood >.>
btw, gratz on getting thro the first section of my profile. (this section reserved for if im taken/dont ask lol for my own references) (IM TAKEN. Just here for friends as of now)) I'm not piss who put that there >.> No I'm not poop either :p (dont ask lol)
*Ahem* Welcome to Macey’s profile! (mah nickname) warning! crazy/weirdness ahead. Turn back now or let your curiosity take the best of you! And boy, is it a looonng profile. Don’t go tellin' me you read it when I know you haven't! C'mon...continue...it gets interesting =P. If you don't like to read you might as well skip me and continue down ur match list! (Lovely ladies: feel free to skip down to #2 on things I'm willing to admit (but still read the rest) if ur confused lol. I know, srry abt all the scrolling!)
If you read this and are like O.O wtf. I can’t say I didn't warn you =P. Yes, I use a lot of internet speak and spell things my own way. If it bothers you, then stop reading pl0x =P. I write this way because I want to, not because I'm illiterate. Also because it’s the fucking internet, not an essay, you grammar Nazis. I also cus/swear a bit, but I try not to overdo it; then it just becomes meaningless. Oh and feel free to ask questions abt anything that might sound confusing. Now lets go watch the tourettes guy PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS lmao XD
Actually, the reason why my profile is so long is because I'm very serious abt love and finding the right person and so you can get to know me well, other than just a couple of sentences. Also because I have gotten to know myself well over the years and I want to be very open. So I want to be very specific, in hopes of that special person reading it. Also for my own references (actually that's the main reason lol) and because I would like to actually get to know people and would like them to do the same and see who gives a damn.
I'm also looking for friends. Platonic relationships, or maybe pirate ships :p. But keep reading to meet an amazing person/future friend. Send me a message if you want to be part of my life/want me to be part of yours!
Well hi lol! Now hmm what to write here? >.> I'm looking for someone who can accept me for who I am and will be like a best friend, but more. I'm like a kid at heart. I'm a weirdo and prowd of it. And prowd to spell prowd with a w! I like to be real with people and to myself.
If you're looking for anything sexual, just stop reading and find someone else. I'm done with this bs.
I'm honestly considering becoming celibate/not having sex anymore until im married. and for the record, I'm NOT into bdsm, dd/lg, etc. aint nobody gonna be in control of me, but me.
I feel that I am: Grey Asexual - I’m only sexually attracted under specific circumstances.
Panromantic - Doesn’t matter the gender/sex. but i do lean towards more non masculine people.
Genderfluid/polygender/androgyne - most of the time i'm in a "girl" mind set, (actually now that i think abt this wat does it even mean to be in a girl mind set?) but i say this only because when i am Mikey, he identifies as a boy/sort of masculine, but androgynous. and the Pido is a shemale soooo yea :P
http://gender.wikia.com/wiki/Gender_Wiki
~ love is friendship set on fire ~
Let’s see, I like to draw. I wouldn't consider myself anime/manga obsessed but I do like it (Ok that's an understatement >.> otaku attack!!! XD). I haven't actually seen many, but I have a huge collection of pic’s on my computer. It’s like I do more picture research than actually watching them! I suppose that is because I love the art style. I’ve read a few manga's. I love!!! Absolute Boyfriend it reminds me of my life so much. Alice Academy <3 And Lucky Star is awesomeee!! I want to get my own Deathnote, not because i want to kill ppl lol just because it would be awesome.
I love toys, dolls, stuffed animals, cute/kawaii stuff, decor, steampunk, etc. I love to dress up in crazy costumes. I love designing just about anything. Candy! I love my computer! And I enjoy electronics in general. I love playing games. I enjoy every console I get the chance to experience, but I am more familiar with a PlayStation controller (I own a PS2, PS3, & PSP). I love to learn. I love listening to soft/slow music while in the car at night. I think that would be a wonderful romantic evening. Did I mention I'm random lol?
I’ve actually grown very cold over the past year or so. Too much bs in such little time. It’s like a switch in my brain has just turned off. I sorta don’t feel like myself anymore, but I guess I’m just not used to it. I used to be very emotional, (i still am) I would cry very easily. Now it takes me a while to work up a tear sometimes. But I do still have my random cry times too. I appreciate those. I like to be in touch with my emotions, and it takes a strong person to do so. “Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign that you have been strong for too long.”
(sorry, no offense to anyone here but I need to get this out there!!) I DO NOT want guys twice as old as me trying to talk to me (in a romantic/sexual way). >.< So if your like 35+ forget it! Don't do the creep. But I could be your friend. Friends onlyyyyyyy. Same with anyone who ummm, how can I put this nicely? Doesn’t take care of themselves. As in: Bathing, reallllly bad weight, is on really bad drugs and sht, ect. friends onlyyyyy!! and probably only online.
I'm not a fan of: uber hairy guys lol, manly muscle macho men. lmao M.M.M.M., trashy...ummm yea lol. Sorry if I offend you, I'm not trying to be mean or be an ass. thats just not my cup of tea. I have an eye for certain things and who I wanna be with. I guess that comes with my inner artist, but I mean I think a lot of ppl tend to also. Then they wind up settling... which I’m trying not to do!! >.< If I scare you off then I'm sorry, that's just me. I guess it wasn't meant to be. Even if you are anyone of those things, you're still an amazing person. Just not meant for me.
Also I realized, I guess I do have alot of "baggage". If i moved i would have alot too lol. but, I'm complicated n so is my life =/. which tends to suck. anywayssss...
I am crazy-weirdy, unique-spunky, and cutey-wooty (lol, why did they that part out at the top >.<)
and wtf the personality traits they give don't describe me at all! Unless I answered questions wrong cuz I misunderstood >.>
btw, gratz on getting thro the first section of my profile. (this section reserved for if im taken/dont ask lol for my own references) (IM TAKEN. Just here for friends as of now)) I'm not piss who put that there >.> No I'm not poop either :p (dont ask lol)
What I’m doing with my life
Let's see...It's now 2015: Now my job is being a mommy & going back
to school this fall. I have a son & a daughter. My son's name is
Zephaniah. I Love you lil man(ers)/mayonaise! and my daughters name is
Miyah :) *maya the beeeeeeeee* lol that damn show! just recently born.
THANK GOD FOR NOT BEING PREGO ANYMORE!! LOL
Other things I'm doing include: playing RS =P (99 con, def, herb, farm, mining, smithing, crafting & fm in that order :D), drawing, something artsy/creative, sewing, dinking around/lolly gagging/dilly dallying (lol), looking up things online, playing another game, getting to know myself better, and doing a lot of deep thinking o.O.
Well, I had my 1st job experience, designing textures for iPhone games/applications. That didn't last long at all and i didnt even get paid wat i was supposed to >.>. Then I went through the smart center and their job program. I was taking these classes called "element k" and learning more about diff computer programs, so I'll be good to go for my future job. They were able to give me a temporary job through Kixe channel 9 TV. I was an Auction "Volunteer". That lasted for a month & 1/2. (back in 2011)
My parents are...have been... going through a divorce and (ruining my life) everything is always stressful and up in the air, so i don't like to talk to them as much as I want to be able to, also other stressful experiences that have occurred in my life. So I apologize for my depressive-ness, or if it sounds like I’m bching.
~ Runescape ~
As of right now! At this very moment! I'm probably on my comp =P. playing Runescape (yea I'm a bit obsessed with it. I’ve been playing for like 10+ years) or i would be on the Sims Social on fb, played that since it came out, and then they fucking shut it down :( all that hard work wtf. Or I could be on RvB (redvsblue.com) I used to use that b4 fb, but I haven't been on lately since it laggs like hell. More than MySpace. I'm on Facebook also, just ask. Btw, dial up internet sucks ass!!! I'm so glad I'm not living at my dad’s anymore and we have cable internet now!!! wooty!
Other things I'm doing include: playing RS =P (99 con, def, herb, farm, mining, smithing, crafting & fm in that order :D), drawing, something artsy/creative, sewing, dinking around/lolly gagging/dilly dallying (lol), looking up things online, playing another game, getting to know myself better, and doing a lot of deep thinking o.O.
Well, I had my 1st job experience, designing textures for iPhone games/applications. That didn't last long at all and i didnt even get paid wat i was supposed to >.>. Then I went through the smart center and their job program. I was taking these classes called "element k" and learning more about diff computer programs, so I'll be good to go for my future job. They were able to give me a temporary job through Kixe channel 9 TV. I was an Auction "Volunteer". That lasted for a month & 1/2. (back in 2011)
My parents are...have been... going through a divorce and (ruining my life) everything is always stressful and up in the air, so i don't like to talk to them as much as I want to be able to, also other stressful experiences that have occurred in my life. So I apologize for my depressive-ness, or if it sounds like I’m bching.
~ Runescape ~
As of right now! At this very moment! I'm probably on my comp =P. playing Runescape (yea I'm a bit obsessed with it. I’ve been playing for like 10+ years) or i would be on the Sims Social on fb, played that since it came out, and then they fucking shut it down :( all that hard work wtf. Or I could be on RvB (redvsblue.com) I used to use that b4 fb, but I haven't been on lately since it laggs like hell. More than MySpace. I'm on Facebook also, just ask. Btw, dial up internet sucks ass!!! I'm so glad I'm not living at my dad’s anymore and we have cable internet now!!! wooty!
I’m really good at
drawing, computers, video games, Runescape (lol), organization (ocd tendencies), science sometimes, creative things, caring about others, understanding n learning.
I make my own anime style (it’s like regular cartoons/ anime combined in a way) I like it ^_^ It’s cute. I take bits n pieces I learn here n there and I make it in a way I know how to do and understand. I want to be with someone who appreciates my artwork and creative energy! It means a lot to me. Gimme some inspiration!
~ art/expression <3 ~
I like expressing myself in other ways other than drawing too. Like with my hair. I love doing diff things with it. colors =P. I like singing also (some ppl don't really know that) I do it mainly by myself tho. I have been becoming more open with it (yea, if I’m drunk lol). Clothes, buttons, random stuff, cooking. I like anything where you can express yourself and go crazy with it. (customizing. choices of things. etc) Great quote I made up when I got my hair cut: "hair is like soup, add just a little bit of mushroom (for volume), but not too much or it's too over powering."
~ ahaahahaahhaa =P ~
Humor - I enjoy making ppl laugh and laughing along. I like to be original with it most of the time and think up my own funny responses. But there are some occasions that remind me of something else that makes you want to say a quote. BOB SAGGET! (The Tourettes Guy) A lot of my humor is sex based lol. But it’s different from what you’re probably used to. I really don't know how to describe it. You just have to put your mind in a whole other realm. It’s just more of a silly. Not something serious/literal or something that your mind might first go to. It’s more random. It might be considered immature, but who cares as long as you're havin’ fun right?
I make my own anime style (it’s like regular cartoons/ anime combined in a way) I like it ^_^ It’s cute. I take bits n pieces I learn here n there and I make it in a way I know how to do and understand. I want to be with someone who appreciates my artwork and creative energy! It means a lot to me. Gimme some inspiration!
~ art/expression <3 ~
I like expressing myself in other ways other than drawing too. Like with my hair. I love doing diff things with it. colors =P. I like singing also (some ppl don't really know that) I do it mainly by myself tho. I have been becoming more open with it (yea, if I’m drunk lol). Clothes, buttons, random stuff, cooking. I like anything where you can express yourself and go crazy with it. (customizing. choices of things. etc) Great quote I made up when I got my hair cut: "hair is like soup, add just a little bit of mushroom (for volume), but not too much or it's too over powering."
~ ahaahahaahhaa =P ~
Humor - I enjoy making ppl laugh and laughing along. I like to be original with it most of the time and think up my own funny responses. But there are some occasions that remind me of something else that makes you want to say a quote. BOB SAGGET! (The Tourettes Guy) A lot of my humor is sex based lol. But it’s different from what you’re probably used to. I really don't know how to describe it. You just have to put your mind in a whole other realm. It’s just more of a silly. Not something serious/literal or something that your mind might first go to. It’s more random. It might be considered immature, but who cares as long as you're havin’ fun right?
The first things people usually notice about me
Bright colors. My crazy hair colors, umm idk wat do u first notice? (ofc its the hair from my pictures lol)
My quietness in rl? Weirdness? Maybe my personality? My child-like ness? I’m sure ppl notice other things but not really sure wat else. Hard to put myself in their shoes in that way.
ooohhh oooohh i know!!!
~ the Pido and Mikey ~
*Pido raips u the first time we meet*
Now you’re probably like "wtf?!?!? I'm getting raiped? o.o"
It’s different than "rape". Rape = bad. Pido raip = good. More like a compassionate/funny humping lolz. But still it’s hard to really describe, you would just have to get to know me/the Pido to understand. It’s just her/my way of showing I (we) care. Wow lmao at that explanation.
Check out this link. though it may just be a glimpse of how i feel, it has alot to say: http://www.livescience.com/8737-grown-ups-security-blankets.html
My quietness in rl? Weirdness? Maybe my personality? My child-like ness? I’m sure ppl notice other things but not really sure wat else. Hard to put myself in their shoes in that way.
ooohhh oooohh i know!!!
~ the Pido and Mikey ~
*Pido raips u the first time we meet*
Now you’re probably like "wtf?!?!? I'm getting raiped? o.o"
It’s different than "rape". Rape = bad. Pido raip = good. More like a compassionate/funny humping lolz. But still it’s hard to really describe, you would just have to get to know me/the Pido to understand. It’s just her/my way of showing I (we) care. Wow lmao at that explanation.
Check out this link. though it may just be a glimpse of how i feel, it has alot to say: http://www.livescience.com/8737-grown-ups-security-blankets.html
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Movies: Tremors, Honey, Serendipity, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Saw series,
Disturbia, Jay and Silent bob strike back, Happy Gilmore, What Love is,
Twilight, Transformers, Armageddon, Hannibal series, Silent hill
1&2, Blade, Ratatouille, actually I like most any movie...
~ Thrillers, Action, Adventure, Romance, Comedy ~
Music:
My favorite artist's = Eminem (Slim Shady, Marshal Mathers), D12, Mario, YMCMB (Young Money Cash Money Billionaires) but more specifically: Nicki Minaj (Onika Tanya Maraj), Lil Wayne (Weezy F, Tunechi). Continuing: Musiq Soulchild, Dr. Dre, Chris Brown, B.O.B, Diggy, Melanie Martinez, Alessia Cara, Kyary pamyu pamyu (pon pon pon girl).
(how do i do a hyperlink on hereeee)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Young_Money_Entertainment
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cash_Money_Records
I mostly listen to R&B, rap, & hip hop. But I also like: j-pop, lil kids songs, techno, some country, some rock, alternative, punk, jazz, soul, and gospel. etc. all diff kinds! So many genres to choose from! How can you choose just a couple! It really depends on the song & sound! I'm not a big fan of rock cuz honestly I cant understand what they are saying half of the time and idk I don't care for the sound. I really want to find someone I feel comfortable playing my music around and we can rock out together.
~ Something with a good beat/sound/voice ~
Food: potatoes, country gravy!, tomatoes, artichokes, okra, squash, olives, pineapple, pears, fruits n veggies, chips (I like all kinds but I LOVE: kettle cooked maui onion, or if i can find them lays pickle chips!) fried stuff that's tastes so uber good but is bad for you, sweets, salty lol. Candyyyyy. My fave drinks/thirst quenchers would be: Cran-grape juice, Minute Maid berry punch, POPCICLES (otterpops or big ones from walmart), and ofc snowconesssssss :D I'm not really a vegetarian, but I don't like/can’t have meat that much, so I'm kind of one. I have a disease – Isovaleric Acidemia. Feel free to look it up. Otherwise it’s a long story lol. But when it does come to meat I like fatty meat, like: bacon, sausage, steak fat, some chicken, and shrimp.
http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition/isovaleric-acidemia
FYI: Corn is a starch! (lmao frosty the snow man movie)
~ Potatoesssssssssssssss! ~
Video games: Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy X-2, Final Fantasy XII, Spyro the Dragon series, Runescape, the Sims, Crash Bandicoot, Dark Cloud 1&2, Baulders Gate, Soul Caliber 3, God of War 1&2, Secondlife, Soul Caliber...
~ Tidus & Yuna <3 ~
Colors: pink, orange, lime green, [those = JRM] blue, yellow. But all colors are awesome. Rainbow ftw! RAINBOW PLAID <3 Pink and white together are also soo kawaii :) Most of the time I'm more into color combos, like JRM, VMG (pink, green, and blue) or Cocaine Reindeer's (MAM) = Blue, Orange, Pink. See bold line below and the link (my website im working on), feel free to ask :)
http://www.freewebs.com/jrmshrb/index.htm
~ JRM shrb & the Vending Machine group ~
TV: I like all of the Flavor of Love seasons and the I love New York seasons. Law and Order SVU, Once Upon a Time, Seinfeld, The Drew Cary Show, The Secret Circle, Supernatural, Miami ink, other ink shows. I’ve always loved nickelodeon, grew up with it. Rugrats ftw! game shows are interesting, Family Feud, wheel of fortune. And for others it depends on wats on Tv! anime/live action: Absolute Boyfriend, Alice Academy, Manabi Straight, Moetan, Deathnote, Fate/Stay Night, Lucky Star, SwordArt Online, Madoka Magica, Inu-Yasha, Mushi-shi, Lil Pri…
~ Cartoons/Anime ~
Books: Lenore the cute little dead girl, Absolute Boyfriend, Alice Academy, Fall in love like a Comic, Disgaea, .Hack, Twilight (only really watched the movies lol), The Full Spectrum, medieval related or King Arthur. Most manga’s I like. It really depends on the book. Has to have something of interest =P or blank pages to draw in! and can't forget the Bible!
~ Lenore <3 ~
~ Thrillers, Action, Adventure, Romance, Comedy ~
Music:
My favorite artist's = Eminem (Slim Shady, Marshal Mathers), D12, Mario, YMCMB (Young Money Cash Money Billionaires) but more specifically: Nicki Minaj (Onika Tanya Maraj), Lil Wayne (Weezy F, Tunechi). Continuing: Musiq Soulchild, Dr. Dre, Chris Brown, B.O.B, Diggy, Melanie Martinez, Alessia Cara, Kyary pamyu pamyu (pon pon pon girl).
(how do i do a hyperlink on hereeee)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Young_Money_Entertainment
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cash_Money_Records
I mostly listen to R&B, rap, & hip hop. But I also like: j-pop, lil kids songs, techno, some country, some rock, alternative, punk, jazz, soul, and gospel. etc. all diff kinds! So many genres to choose from! How can you choose just a couple! It really depends on the song & sound! I'm not a big fan of rock cuz honestly I cant understand what they are saying half of the time and idk I don't care for the sound. I really want to find someone I feel comfortable playing my music around and we can rock out together.
~ Something with a good beat/sound/voice ~
Food: potatoes, country gravy!, tomatoes, artichokes, okra, squash, olives, pineapple, pears, fruits n veggies, chips (I like all kinds but I LOVE: kettle cooked maui onion, or if i can find them lays pickle chips!) fried stuff that's tastes so uber good but is bad for you, sweets, salty lol. Candyyyyy. My fave drinks/thirst quenchers would be: Cran-grape juice, Minute Maid berry punch, POPCICLES (otterpops or big ones from walmart), and ofc snowconesssssss :D I'm not really a vegetarian, but I don't like/can’t have meat that much, so I'm kind of one. I have a disease – Isovaleric Acidemia. Feel free to look it up. Otherwise it’s a long story lol. But when it does come to meat I like fatty meat, like: bacon, sausage, steak fat, some chicken, and shrimp.
http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition/isovaleric-acidemia
FYI: Corn is a starch! (lmao frosty the snow man movie)
~ Potatoesssssssssssssss! ~
Video games: Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy X-2, Final Fantasy XII, Spyro the Dragon series, Runescape, the Sims, Crash Bandicoot, Dark Cloud 1&2, Baulders Gate, Soul Caliber 3, God of War 1&2, Secondlife, Soul Caliber...
~ Tidus & Yuna <3 ~
Colors: pink, orange, lime green, [those = JRM] blue, yellow. But all colors are awesome. Rainbow ftw! RAINBOW PLAID <3 Pink and white together are also soo kawaii :) Most of the time I'm more into color combos, like JRM, VMG (pink, green, and blue) or Cocaine Reindeer's (MAM) = Blue, Orange, Pink. See bold line below and the link (my website im working on), feel free to ask :)
http://www.freewebs.com/jrmshrb/index.htm
~ JRM shrb & the Vending Machine group ~
TV: I like all of the Flavor of Love seasons and the I love New York seasons. Law and Order SVU, Once Upon a Time, Seinfeld, The Drew Cary Show, The Secret Circle, Supernatural, Miami ink, other ink shows. I’ve always loved nickelodeon, grew up with it. Rugrats ftw! game shows are interesting, Family Feud, wheel of fortune. And for others it depends on wats on Tv! anime/live action: Absolute Boyfriend, Alice Academy, Manabi Straight, Moetan, Deathnote, Fate/Stay Night, Lucky Star, SwordArt Online, Madoka Magica, Inu-Yasha, Mushi-shi, Lil Pri…
~ Cartoons/Anime ~
Books: Lenore the cute little dead girl, Absolute Boyfriend, Alice Academy, Fall in love like a Comic, Disgaea, .Hack, Twilight (only really watched the movies lol), The Full Spectrum, medieval related or King Arthur. Most manga’s I like. It really depends on the book. Has to have something of interest =P or blank pages to draw in! and can't forget the Bible!
~ Lenore <3 ~
The six things I could never do without
- God
- My stuff lol. I’m not trying to be a material person, but I just kinda am =/ and I think I figured out why, not 100% sure. I feel as tho ppl can hurt me so much more than any item can, weather its emotionally or physically (well not a heavy item in motion lol. But you know wat I mean), and ofc sentimental attachment/value/memories are/is very veryyyyyyy strong to me. So that's why I'm so attached to my things.
- My computer
- Mikey - very long explanation. Kinda complicated. He is a brat doll (cameron). I’ve created his personality in my mind. My own idea of the perfect guy 4 me. I feel as tho if I can’t have the right guy in rl, then why not make him somewhat real. Feel free to ask questions lol, I'll try to explain.
- RvB
- Runescape
- A bath in the morning (squeaky clean! =P)
- Pidos <3
- Multi Plaid!
I try not to get too wrapped up in the world but it’s kinda hard not too now days. But God is there for me at all times. And remember! God made u special and he loves u very much. ^_^ (lol yes that was taken from Veggie Tales)
Muahahaahahaa i put in 9!
- My stuff lol. I’m not trying to be a material person, but I just kinda am =/ and I think I figured out why, not 100% sure. I feel as tho ppl can hurt me so much more than any item can, weather its emotionally or physically (well not a heavy item in motion lol. But you know wat I mean), and ofc sentimental attachment/value/memories are/is very veryyyyyyy strong to me. So that's why I'm so attached to my things.
- My computer
- Mikey - very long explanation. Kinda complicated. He is a brat doll (cameron). I’ve created his personality in my mind. My own idea of the perfect guy 4 me. I feel as tho if I can’t have the right guy in rl, then why not make him somewhat real. Feel free to ask questions lol, I'll try to explain.
- RvB
- Runescape
- A bath in the morning (squeaky clean! =P)
- Pidos <3
- Multi Plaid!
I try not to get too wrapped up in the world but it’s kinda hard not too now days. But God is there for me at all times. And remember! God made u special and he loves u very much. ^_^ (lol yes that was taken from Veggie Tales)
Muahahaahahaa i put in 9!
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Love. Finding the right person. Concepts/Semantics. How things work.
Different things, depends on my mood. Runescape lol. Sex lol. Not in the
way u were thinking! >.> I think of it more in a funny since, not
like I want it (cuz I don't!!! not for a longggggggggggggg time) Ya
know a good place to think is in the tub. idk it just helps me think.
Get to relax n let my mind wander. It just helps my thinking process.
Great ideas are formed there. Like this one: only carbs/breads allowed
to be eaten in the tub! Cake! Feel free to ask why. No, the reason is
not logical!
~ Mikey/my idea of the ultimate guy for me ~
If I were to use adjectives to describe the type of person/people I'm attracted to, they would be: cute/sophisticated, even a lil bit girly. (wearing or liking pink does not make you less manly! to me. being a man is abt owning up to your responsibilities) To me, my usage of the word "sexy", to describe someone, is very different from most other people’s opinions or uses of that word. Some girls might say one guy is hot, while I really don't think so lol. "hot" and "sexy" really have different meanings for different people. So when I use them then they're a lot more meaningful/tasteful, especially considering u wont hear me say that much, and not like...slutty/trashy, I guess lol (if that makes since). I'm not the type to lust after or be obsessed with movie stars/famous ppl. But I have to admit, Jessica Alba (as far as women go) has got it goin on! And so does Nicki Minaj’s crazy style :P
I know this is odd to have a list like this on your page, but how else will ppl know what I'm looking for? Plus it's mainly for my own references. This is a summary what I do want out of a guy/Mikey's qualities. (This is mostly male specific. I need to make a female version) I want someone:
-Understanding - not so judgmental.
-With a sunny disposition - good/positive overall mood.
-if I'm depressed, someone who will listen to what I have to say. Not necessarily try to make things better, but just hear me out. just be there for me when possible. just because I cry, doesn't mean it’s bad. Sometimes i just need to vent.
-integrity.
http://hubpages.com/hub/Which-one-quality-is-more-important-for-every-human-being-and-why_2
-Will stay with me thro thick and thro thin. thro my ups and downs and psychotic moments. Who is serious and wont just back out of a relationship when things go wrong. (things tend to go wrong a lot)
-Has some balls lol. (I don't mean literally, I mean like the phrase lol)
-Genuine.
-Original.
-Honest. That also applies to being honest abt your feelings with me and with yourself.
-Loves to laugh.
-Non aggressive and not easy to anger.
-Can resist temptation from other girls. Can turn down any girl, no matter their looks. No matter if it's their ex or someone they are close to. There’s a difference in shortly looking/glancing at some1 and thinking their attractive/pretty, and lookinggggg at them and getting turned on.
-Has specific taste/Is drawn to me, with the last one being said, isnt just attracted to any female in the room. knows what he wants out of a person.
-Would like to slow dance with me and have a romantic evening.
-Similar to me but still diff- similar interests, similar humor, etc.
-Will appreciate the things I like also. Not dis them.
-Kind - to most everyone. Doesn't just hate ppl for something random without getting to know the person. Hate is a strong word. and shouldn't be thrown around like it is. Just because Justin Beiber is young and doesn't have as much talent as they make him out to have and makes more money than u doesn't mean you should hate him lol. He just let sht get to his head.
-Someone who will stand up for me, and try to do the right thing. even if the right thing isn't the most popular thing.
-Support my goals and be involved in them. and set goals for himself.
-Be a man. Do God’s will.
-Open minded abt most things.
-Intelligent.
-Fun.
-Modest.
-Calm
-Crazy - in a good way.
-Loving.
-Real.
-Respectful.
-Courageous.
-Supportive.
-Independent, but not so full of pride to let it go over the top.
-Takes care of himself, for himself. SHOWERS OFTEN! PREFERABLY EVERY DAY! WITH SOAP/SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER!
-Every1 has some bad things abt them, its natural (have you seen the game show baggage lol?), no one is perfect, but I want someone that is more so a good/kind hearted person, has that bit of innocence, or at least the same good % as I am lolz? (No idk wat my % would be considered!)
-Compassionate.
-Gentleman/Chivalric.
-Treats me as his equal. or his #2 (because the self always comes first) I'm the queen, he is the king.
-Some old fashioned ness, but not overboard. depends.
-To protect me from the scary noises at night =P.
-Will do their best to help me when I need it.
-Is ok with weed, but doesn't go overboard/is addicted to it/abuse it.
-Outgoing/active - but doesn't expect me to do anything with them that I really don't want to do/are scared to do.
-Passionate abt something and gives it their all.
-Somewhat fearless/or confident (or at least more than I am lol)
-Believes in God - has Jesus in their heart.
-Around my age.
-Well rounded with many things/learning new things/experienced.
-Preferably cute lol, - (my definition of cute, for the ultimate guy cuteness, would be Tidus from final fantasy X *drools*) but doesn't use it to his advantage!! Max Theriot & Austin Mahone are good cute examples as well lol.
-Patient - with waiting and other things. Someone who will not force themselves on me (even if they're intoxicated) and will wait until I'm ready to do w/e it may be, sort of let me be in charge of when things happen, and not leave me just cuz they aren't getting any.
-I want a fucking prince charming lol!
Ummm... can’t think of anything else. More to come in the future =P. oh and just so you know, ethnicity/race doesn't matter to me, I am not against mixed (is that the right word?) couples. So don't be afraid. If u truly, deep down, feel like you have a lot of these, then send me a message. Now let’s see how well I can remember this quote lol.
~ "Love is like a one way street coming from you out. - Like giving a present at Christmas; you give it because you want to, not expecting anything. If you do get anything in return, that's a bonus, that's extra." ~
Here is an article about courage:
http://alexstrandberg.articlesbase.com/dating-articles/what-it-means-to-be-a-man-635258.html
This is such a good read and so true. READ IT! This guy has a lot of other great articles too!
~ Mikey/my idea of the ultimate guy for me ~
If I were to use adjectives to describe the type of person/people I'm attracted to, they would be: cute/sophisticated, even a lil bit girly. (wearing or liking pink does not make you less manly! to me. being a man is abt owning up to your responsibilities) To me, my usage of the word "sexy", to describe someone, is very different from most other people’s opinions or uses of that word. Some girls might say one guy is hot, while I really don't think so lol. "hot" and "sexy" really have different meanings for different people. So when I use them then they're a lot more meaningful/tasteful, especially considering u wont hear me say that much, and not like...slutty/trashy, I guess lol (if that makes since). I'm not the type to lust after or be obsessed with movie stars/famous ppl. But I have to admit, Jessica Alba (as far as women go) has got it goin on! And so does Nicki Minaj’s crazy style :P
I know this is odd to have a list like this on your page, but how else will ppl know what I'm looking for? Plus it's mainly for my own references. This is a summary what I do want out of a guy/Mikey's qualities. (This is mostly male specific. I need to make a female version) I want someone:
-Understanding - not so judgmental.
-With a sunny disposition - good/positive overall mood.
-if I'm depressed, someone who will listen to what I have to say. Not necessarily try to make things better, but just hear me out. just be there for me when possible. just because I cry, doesn't mean it’s bad. Sometimes i just need to vent.
-integrity.
http://hubpages.com/hub/Which-one-quality-is-more-important-for-every-human-being-and-why_2
-Will stay with me thro thick and thro thin. thro my ups and downs and psychotic moments. Who is serious and wont just back out of a relationship when things go wrong. (things tend to go wrong a lot)
-Has some balls lol. (I don't mean literally, I mean like the phrase lol)
-Genuine.
-Original.
-Honest. That also applies to being honest abt your feelings with me and with yourself.
-Loves to laugh.
-Non aggressive and not easy to anger.
-Can resist temptation from other girls. Can turn down any girl, no matter their looks. No matter if it's their ex or someone they are close to. There’s a difference in shortly looking/glancing at some1 and thinking their attractive/pretty, and lookinggggg at them and getting turned on.
-Has specific taste/Is drawn to me, with the last one being said, isnt just attracted to any female in the room. knows what he wants out of a person.
-Would like to slow dance with me and have a romantic evening.
-Similar to me but still diff- similar interests, similar humor, etc.
-Will appreciate the things I like also. Not dis them.
-Kind - to most everyone. Doesn't just hate ppl for something random without getting to know the person. Hate is a strong word. and shouldn't be thrown around like it is. Just because Justin Beiber is young and doesn't have as much talent as they make him out to have and makes more money than u doesn't mean you should hate him lol. He just let sht get to his head.
-Someone who will stand up for me, and try to do the right thing. even if the right thing isn't the most popular thing.
-Support my goals and be involved in them. and set goals for himself.
-Be a man. Do God’s will.
-Open minded abt most things.
-Intelligent.
-Fun.
-Modest.
-Calm
-Crazy - in a good way.
-Loving.
-Real.
-Respectful.
-Courageous.
-Supportive.
-Independent, but not so full of pride to let it go over the top.
-Takes care of himself, for himself. SHOWERS OFTEN! PREFERABLY EVERY DAY! WITH SOAP/SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER!
-Every1 has some bad things abt them, its natural (have you seen the game show baggage lol?), no one is perfect, but I want someone that is more so a good/kind hearted person, has that bit of innocence, or at least the same good % as I am lolz? (No idk wat my % would be considered!)
-Compassionate.
-Gentleman/Chivalric.
-Treats me as his equal. or his #2 (because the self always comes first) I'm the queen, he is the king.
-Some old fashioned ness, but not overboard. depends.
-To protect me from the scary noises at night =P.
-Will do their best to help me when I need it.
-Is ok with weed, but doesn't go overboard/is addicted to it/abuse it.
-Outgoing/active - but doesn't expect me to do anything with them that I really don't want to do/are scared to do.
-Passionate abt something and gives it their all.
-Somewhat fearless/or confident (or at least more than I am lol)
-Believes in God - has Jesus in their heart.
-Around my age.
-Well rounded with many things/learning new things/experienced.
-Preferably cute lol, - (my definition of cute, for the ultimate guy cuteness, would be Tidus from final fantasy X *drools*) but doesn't use it to his advantage!! Max Theriot & Austin Mahone are good cute examples as well lol.
-Patient - with waiting and other things. Someone who will not force themselves on me (even if they're intoxicated) and will wait until I'm ready to do w/e it may be, sort of let me be in charge of when things happen, and not leave me just cuz they aren't getting any.
-I want a fucking prince charming lol!
Ummm... can’t think of anything else. More to come in the future =P. oh and just so you know, ethnicity/race doesn't matter to me, I am not against mixed (is that the right word?) couples. So don't be afraid. If u truly, deep down, feel like you have a lot of these, then send me a message. Now let’s see how well I can remember this quote lol.
~ "Love is like a one way street coming from you out. - Like giving a present at Christmas; you give it because you want to, not expecting anything. If you do get anything in return, that's a bonus, that's extra." ~
Here is an article about courage:
http://alexstrandberg.articlesbase.com/dating-articles/what-it-means-to-be-a-man-635258.html
This is such a good read and so true. READ IT! This guy has a lot of other great articles too!
On a typical Friday night I am
Runescape!!!! Or doing something random on the comp. or hw. Or with my
friends if I'm lucky. Ya never know, depends on the plans. No I'm not a
party animal. I don't have the energy for that. But dancing is fun at
times! So is drinking! I'm just saying. I don't usually plan anything
specific on a Friday o.O. and weekends are time with the kids/family.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Well here are a few things actually, not in any particular order.
1. I do smoke weed now and then. Not very often. I like the perspective it gives me. Also for medicinal purposes to relieve my anxiety (unless it does the opposite). The most I smoke is like 2-3 times a week max (usually way less). that's just something I do (not to mention surrounded by). I don't like when people abuse it though. Educational: Watch the movie The Union! it’s on Netflix or was, idk anymore. Awesome documentary. I don't have a problem with it because its a plant. Its natural (unless some1 fucked with it). The only actual "bad" thing for you is the smoke (particles in the lungs). but look at how many ppl smoke cigarettes and those are legal and kill more ppl? Radioactivity! hmmm yea...
~ Jay & Silent bob =P ~
2. I don't wanna be labeled! I've changed my status thing on here from bi to straight several times. I have never been in a rl relationship with a girl. Most of the time, I find more women that are attractive compared to men. but either way, what ever a persons sex (how they were born) or gender (how they feel inside) identity, it would have to be a romantic relationship. I'm not a 1 night stand kind of person.
tbh if i had to put a label to it i think i would be a sort of demi-pan-sexual. sometimes i feel asexual or grey A, but its just because the people i find attractive aren't very common i guess. Just because I use the word pan doesn't mean I'm attracted to everyone. Quite the contrary actually. I have a few particular types that i find visually attractive. and then of course there needs to be a relationship/romantic interest. I have dated ppl that i didn't find attractive what so ever (over 90% of my ex's lmao), but i gave them a shot. u never know what someone is like until you get to know them. But it t would be nice to be with someone I'm actually attracted to.
I had a list of my ex's here, but u know Wat. Fuck them! They don't deserve a spot on my page.
~ The past = unchangeable. Let’s try to learn from the past & build towards the future ~
Anyways... Wat I'm getting at is, if I date a girl it would be it would be a new experience. I've had a lot of bad experiences in my life. I've been pressured into things I didn't want to do (including sex, cohersion/rape. Whatever u wanna label it as) I've learned that love means so much more than sex ever will. I could go the rest of my life without sex from some1 else and not give a damn. But if I had to go the rest of my life without love it would suck asssssssssssss. I've also learned a lot abt consent.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TD2EooMhqRI
~ > Think b4 you just do it! < ~
Now I feel as tho anything sexual has become an experimental learning experience. (Most often bad) And that I won’t have a good time unless I am really comfortable with someone and are in love. So it will take a long time for that to develop once I meet the right person. I want to take things slow and do my best not to rush.
~ "It's not about the sex/orgasm, it never was. It's abt the walk up the stairs" ~
And 3, Because of all of the above and my father being an alcoholic and being verbally abusive. I have a lot of issues, PTSD, depression, attachment issues, and I'm kind of become afraid of men in a since. I've realized that when I'm in a room where there more guys than girls (or at least ppl I find intimidating) I get really quiet and kinda twitchy. It's like I can feel the fear swelling up and I just want to gtfo. I want to find a guy that makes me feel safe (and continues to do so. Not just for the beginning of the relationship). A guy that A guy that won’t give up on the relationship cuz he actually loves me for me and wants to be there for me through the good and that bad and hopefully makes the bad into good! o.o
~ aaaaaaaaaggggggggggghhhhhhh lol ~
Even tho this is already long as fuck. I wanted to add a lil more. I'm very complicated and I'm very up front, but I'm also still very scared. U wanna know why? cuz it feels like every person who I've ever had a relationship with never cared abt me the same way I cared abt them. It makes me wonder. Was I even loved? Did they even give a sht? Did they appreciate me for me? Cuz it doesn't feel like it. They say we only go after the love we think we deserve (wallflower). I read an article that talked abt you love someone out of the goodness you find in them, "What we value most in ourselves, we value most in others. God created us to see ourselves as good" I guess I haven't had much luck finding some1 like myself because I'm so unique. And I love my unique-ness but at the same time it can be a curse...
1. I do smoke weed now and then. Not very often. I like the perspective it gives me. Also for medicinal purposes to relieve my anxiety (unless it does the opposite). The most I smoke is like 2-3 times a week max (usually way less). that's just something I do (not to mention surrounded by). I don't like when people abuse it though. Educational: Watch the movie The Union! it’s on Netflix or was, idk anymore. Awesome documentary. I don't have a problem with it because its a plant. Its natural (unless some1 fucked with it). The only actual "bad" thing for you is the smoke (particles in the lungs). but look at how many ppl smoke cigarettes and those are legal and kill more ppl? Radioactivity! hmmm yea...
~ Jay & Silent bob =P ~
2. I don't wanna be labeled! I've changed my status thing on here from bi to straight several times. I have never been in a rl relationship with a girl. Most of the time, I find more women that are attractive compared to men. but either way, what ever a persons sex (how they were born) or gender (how they feel inside) identity, it would have to be a romantic relationship. I'm not a 1 night stand kind of person.
tbh if i had to put a label to it i think i would be a sort of demi-pan-sexual. sometimes i feel asexual or grey A, but its just because the people i find attractive aren't very common i guess. Just because I use the word pan doesn't mean I'm attracted to everyone. Quite the contrary actually. I have a few particular types that i find visually attractive. and then of course there needs to be a relationship/romantic interest. I have dated ppl that i didn't find attractive what so ever (over 90% of my ex's lmao), but i gave them a shot. u never know what someone is like until you get to know them. But it t would be nice to be with someone I'm actually attracted to.
I had a list of my ex's here, but u know Wat. Fuck them! They don't deserve a spot on my page.
~ The past = unchangeable. Let’s try to learn from the past & build towards the future ~
Anyways... Wat I'm getting at is, if I date a girl it would be it would be a new experience. I've had a lot of bad experiences in my life. I've been pressured into things I didn't want to do (including sex, cohersion/rape. Whatever u wanna label it as) I've learned that love means so much more than sex ever will. I could go the rest of my life without sex from some1 else and not give a damn. But if I had to go the rest of my life without love it would suck asssssssssssss. I've also learned a lot abt consent.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TD2EooMhqRI
~ > Think b4 you just do it! < ~
Now I feel as tho anything sexual has become an experimental learning experience. (Most often bad) And that I won’t have a good time unless I am really comfortable with someone and are in love. So it will take a long time for that to develop once I meet the right person. I want to take things slow and do my best not to rush.
~ "It's not about the sex/orgasm, it never was. It's abt the walk up the stairs" ~
And 3, Because of all of the above and my father being an alcoholic and being verbally abusive. I have a lot of issues, PTSD, depression, attachment issues, and I'm kind of become afraid of men in a since. I've realized that when I'm in a room where there more guys than girls (or at least ppl I find intimidating) I get really quiet and kinda twitchy. It's like I can feel the fear swelling up and I just want to gtfo. I want to find a guy that makes me feel safe (and continues to do so. Not just for the beginning of the relationship). A guy that A guy that won’t give up on the relationship cuz he actually loves me for me and wants to be there for me through the good and that bad and hopefully makes the bad into good! o.o
~ aaaaaaaaaggggggggggghhhhhhh lol ~
Even tho this is already long as fuck. I wanted to add a lil more. I'm very complicated and I'm very up front, but I'm also still very scared. U wanna know why? cuz it feels like every person who I've ever had a relationship with never cared abt me the same way I cared abt them. It makes me wonder. Was I even loved? Did they even give a sht? Did they appreciate me for me? Cuz it doesn't feel like it. They say we only go after the love we think we deserve (wallflower). I read an article that talked abt you love someone out of the goodness you find in them, "What we value most in ourselves, we value most in others. God created us to see ourselves as good" I guess I haven't had much luck finding some1 like myself because I'm so unique. And I love my unique-ness but at the same time it can be a curse...
You should message me if
-U wanna get to know me more. As if u don’t know me enough already >.> lol
-If you made it this far (and actually read everything) then gratzz!!! And ty for reading! Message me if you liked/weren't bothered by what you read =P
-If you have anything random you want to talk abt or similar interests. We can be friendzzzzz.
Wow I put wayyyyy to much on here. How are u supposed to get to know me now if u already do :o.
There’s other things not fully explained abt me in here (thank God lol) but if u are daring enough to want to get to know me, you'll get to know those things over time. My weird-ness.
"And that's what makes the world go round..." =P
Feel free to message me n just beeeeeeeeeee ur self ^_^ (Genie from Aladdin)
Narrator: The bees are buzzing.
Bee: Buzz buzzzzzzzzz
Narrator: Whoa! Look at that one go!!
-If you made it this far (and actually read everything) then gratzz!!! And ty for reading! Message me if you liked/weren't bothered by what you read =P
-If you have anything random you want to talk abt or similar interests. We can be friendzzzzz.
Wow I put wayyyyy to much on here. How are u supposed to get to know me now if u already do :o.
There’s other things not fully explained abt me in here (thank God lol) but if u are daring enough to want to get to know me, you'll get to know those things over time. My weird-ness.
"And that's what makes the world go round..." =P
Feel free to message me n just beeeeeeeeeee ur self ^_^ (Genie from Aladdin)
Narrator: The bees are buzzing.
Bee: Buzz buzzzzzzzzz
Narrator: Whoa! Look at that one go!!
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